steph25
05-11-16, 11:51
Hello,
I don't really know where to start, for the last 10 years I've been struggling with anxiety and depression and I've really struggled. I only went to the doctors last year for anxiety and they've managed to help me a bit.
The anxiety I've suffered from is over different things. I had a lot of health anxiety which I've managed to get control of but I also have social anxiety and my Mum thinks I have a bit of agoraphobia as well. I'm not on any medication because quite simply, I can't afford it.
I have had no job for 10 years (since the age of 18) because I've become anxious and depressed. I have tried to carve out an online career but because I'm depressed and want to sleep all the time, that's gone no where.
I really really want to sort myself out and I've only got £5 left in the bank so I decided I need to try and get onto JSA, get some free prescriptions to try and control the anxiety and depression and get on with my life.
I applied for JSA and have an appointment on Tuesday. I'm terrified, it's an hour away on the bus, I don't really know how to get there and I feel like I'm going to be sick and it's not even Tuesday yet.
I don't even know if I can get JSA because my boyfriend (who I live with and have done for 5 years) earns quite a bit of money but we live in London and it all goes on rent, food, bills, his travel into work etc. At the end of the month we have no money left and he doesn't have enough to give me so I can get to interviews and stuff. I'm in such a mess and not sure what to do, I've got no money, I feel so anxious about Tuesday and if I'm honest, I don't think they're going to be very helpful - I've only heard bad things.
My Mum thinks I should apply for ESA, the problem is I've not been honest with my doctor about everything, she knows about anxiety but not the depression. I also don't know if my case would be strong enough to get ESA. I just don't know what to do, any advice?
I don't really know where to start, for the last 10 years I've been struggling with anxiety and depression and I've really struggled. I only went to the doctors last year for anxiety and they've managed to help me a bit.
The anxiety I've suffered from is over different things. I had a lot of health anxiety which I've managed to get control of but I also have social anxiety and my Mum thinks I have a bit of agoraphobia as well. I'm not on any medication because quite simply, I can't afford it.
I have had no job for 10 years (since the age of 18) because I've become anxious and depressed. I have tried to carve out an online career but because I'm depressed and want to sleep all the time, that's gone no where.
I really really want to sort myself out and I've only got £5 left in the bank so I decided I need to try and get onto JSA, get some free prescriptions to try and control the anxiety and depression and get on with my life.
I applied for JSA and have an appointment on Tuesday. I'm terrified, it's an hour away on the bus, I don't really know how to get there and I feel like I'm going to be sick and it's not even Tuesday yet.
I don't even know if I can get JSA because my boyfriend (who I live with and have done for 5 years) earns quite a bit of money but we live in London and it all goes on rent, food, bills, his travel into work etc. At the end of the month we have no money left and he doesn't have enough to give me so I can get to interviews and stuff. I'm in such a mess and not sure what to do, I've got no money, I feel so anxious about Tuesday and if I'm honest, I don't think they're going to be very helpful - I've only heard bad things.
My Mum thinks I should apply for ESA, the problem is I've not been honest with my doctor about everything, she knows about anxiety but not the depression. I also don't know if my case would be strong enough to get ESA. I just don't know what to do, any advice?