crof
24-11-16, 11:23
I am not too sure how to introduce myself on here.
I am 29 years old with severe anxiety which prevents me leaving my house on my own. I have never had a job and it severely depresses me that my life is going nowhere.
It is now at the point where I lie in my bed hoping that I don't wake up because even my dreams are better than my life.
The only relief I seem to get from my anxiety is through alcohol which is rapidly becoming a problem. Even stupid things like talking to people while playing games online I feel I cannot do without alcohol (without alcohol I would appear offline and just avoid them).
I am afraid I am sounding like an attention seeker but I am quite literally at the brink and dunno what the next step is.
I am not expecting miracles but hopefully hearing of similar experiences may help me. So that is why I am here.
Thank you to whoever has read this.
I am 29 years old with severe anxiety which prevents me leaving my house on my own. I have never had a job and it severely depresses me that my life is going nowhere.
It is now at the point where I lie in my bed hoping that I don't wake up because even my dreams are better than my life.
The only relief I seem to get from my anxiety is through alcohol which is rapidly becoming a problem. Even stupid things like talking to people while playing games online I feel I cannot do without alcohol (without alcohol I would appear offline and just avoid them).
I am afraid I am sounding like an attention seeker but I am quite literally at the brink and dunno what the next step is.
I am not expecting miracles but hopefully hearing of similar experiences may help me. So that is why I am here.
Thank you to whoever has read this.