Will it ever end

[Maisonsmum123]

Since being told I have anxiety and panic disorder the more I read the more I'm confused. Wandering why me? Why can't I be normal? Is it age related (periods) as I try to get some sort of control on my life I feel that something else arises. Don't know if it's in my head, or if it's real. Seem to have developed food intolerances and I don't want to put any food in my mouth because of this as my body just goes into fight or flight mode and I start checking myself for rashes so finding it easier to just not eat but I can't do it forever as I will starve myself to death

[Stecakes]

why can't you be normal: you are normal,
it's not age related. I've seen 17 year olds worried they have a different life ending illness every day
it's just luck of the draw I suppose. and we never drew lucky
I have my own theory that it's linked to a general fear of dying, and coming to terms with our own mortality, but that might just be my reason.