Illidari
15-12-16, 11:46
Hi all this is my first post on this forum although I have been coming to this website for some time when I need to calm myself lol
My health anxiety has flared up once again I'm always nervous about something but am usually able to handle it, this time I am just fed up with myself I feel like I'm constantly annoying everyone around me because I need to be reassured I am healthy and don't have some crazy rare diagnoses
I've also scheduled a ton of doctors appointments to ease my mind but then I'm scared that something will show up
As of right now I'm scared I have
Cervical cancer, which is stupid because I have zero symptoms it's just terrifying to me
And then I have also convinced myself that I have AAA aneurysm because my stomach area has a heartbeat but I am very very thin and I have always had it even as a child so in the back of my head I know I don't have this plus I'm 21 not 90 lol!
Last year I convinced myself I had als or ms
Then it was a heart attack but it was always bad panic attacks
I am just terrified of dying all the time I don't even drive really because I'm so scared of everyone on the road I've let it rule my life and it sucks
I am just over this constant fight with myself it's literally draining my stress will kill me before an aneurysm does
I just hate being scared allllllll the time :wacko:
My health anxiety has flared up once again I'm always nervous about something but am usually able to handle it, this time I am just fed up with myself I feel like I'm constantly annoying everyone around me because I need to be reassured I am healthy and don't have some crazy rare diagnoses
I've also scheduled a ton of doctors appointments to ease my mind but then I'm scared that something will show up
As of right now I'm scared I have
Cervical cancer, which is stupid because I have zero symptoms it's just terrifying to me
And then I have also convinced myself that I have AAA aneurysm because my stomach area has a heartbeat but I am very very thin and I have always had it even as a child so in the back of my head I know I don't have this plus I'm 21 not 90 lol!
Last year I convinced myself I had als or ms
Then it was a heart attack but it was always bad panic attacks
I am just terrified of dying all the time I don't even drive really because I'm so scared of everyone on the road I've let it rule my life and it sucks
I am just over this constant fight with myself it's literally draining my stress will kill me before an aneurysm does
I just hate being scared allllllll the time :wacko: