andram
17-12-16, 05:31
Hi everyone, it's been a while since my last post on here. I've been doing mostly better w/ health anxiety after a number of MRI's of my head and neck as I was worried about head and neck cancers because late this summer I learned I have HPV, which I read (good old Dr. Google, I know) makes you more suspectable to cancer despite me being only 22 years old --
I've always had the mentality that nothing is entirely impossible which I guess ties in w/ feelings of paranoia and health anxiety, as well as general anxiety.
Anyway, a little over 2 weeks ago I had finally gotten surgery to get the (HPV) anal warts removed and the doctor gave me Percocet to use to help ease the pain. (I had a LOT of warts and they were PRETTY big).
The past week or so there have been a couple of times where I took 2-2 1/2 to eventually 3 Percocet over the course of 3-4 hours. Stupid, I know. 2 nights ago I had taken about 3 1/2 in total over a little less than 4 hours and I was FREAKING out. I feel very weird and uneasy. I was very scared I was overdosing or about to overdose. I tried to make myself throw it up right away and wasn't able to puke very easily and got my hand very far up my throat and may have scratched it up w/ my nails -- I threw up some blood too and am now worried I may have damaged my esophagus or something.
I went inside and told my mother what had happened, she told me to just drink water and puke it up more. Yesterday and today I've been very weak and my chest has been hurting. when I wipe, my stools have also been a lot more yellow and smell kinda "oily" or "greasy" which I read can relate to liver damage? I've also been having more frequent bowel movements which I'm not sure may or may not be related to liver damage. I'm very scared. I haven't drank much alcohol these past few months, but was a bit of a drinker from early summer until about August and maybe two more times since then.
Do you think I damaged my esophagus and that's reason for my chest pain? Is the stool change related to liver damage? The only other cause I can think of which may have changed my bowel movements is an antibiotic I'm on for an in-ear ear infection which seems highly unlikely or the fact that I ate a lot of raw cookie dough a night or two before that night as well, which seems equally unlikely.
I don't need a lecture on the fact that what I've done was very stupid, I'm aware of that now and have even thrown out the pills. I really wish I had never done this but it's too late now and I'm terrified.
I've always had the mentality that nothing is entirely impossible which I guess ties in w/ feelings of paranoia and health anxiety, as well as general anxiety.
Anyway, a little over 2 weeks ago I had finally gotten surgery to get the (HPV) anal warts removed and the doctor gave me Percocet to use to help ease the pain. (I had a LOT of warts and they were PRETTY big).
The past week or so there have been a couple of times where I took 2-2 1/2 to eventually 3 Percocet over the course of 3-4 hours. Stupid, I know. 2 nights ago I had taken about 3 1/2 in total over a little less than 4 hours and I was FREAKING out. I feel very weird and uneasy. I was very scared I was overdosing or about to overdose. I tried to make myself throw it up right away and wasn't able to puke very easily and got my hand very far up my throat and may have scratched it up w/ my nails -- I threw up some blood too and am now worried I may have damaged my esophagus or something.
I went inside and told my mother what had happened, she told me to just drink water and puke it up more. Yesterday and today I've been very weak and my chest has been hurting. when I wipe, my stools have also been a lot more yellow and smell kinda "oily" or "greasy" which I read can relate to liver damage? I've also been having more frequent bowel movements which I'm not sure may or may not be related to liver damage. I'm very scared. I haven't drank much alcohol these past few months, but was a bit of a drinker from early summer until about August and maybe two more times since then.
Do you think I damaged my esophagus and that's reason for my chest pain? Is the stool change related to liver damage? The only other cause I can think of which may have changed my bowel movements is an antibiotic I'm on for an in-ear ear infection which seems highly unlikely or the fact that I ate a lot of raw cookie dough a night or two before that night as well, which seems equally unlikely.
I don't need a lecture on the fact that what I've done was very stupid, I'm aware of that now and have even thrown out the pills. I really wish I had never done this but it's too late now and I'm terrified.