elik
20-12-16, 21:32
I can't get a moments rest from anxiety, it's all so ironic how one worry feeds into the next and limits me somewhere else so I can never win and feel free! I also realise I can't drink anymore as I black out randomly causing me not to remember things I may of done causing my anxiety so it's something else I can't just enjoy now and again. Then I go back to worrying about how I struggle to work with the severity of my anxiety and how I'm eating into my savings trying to keep my life going and not lose friendships and I'm just so stressed. I don't want to be a charity case I want to do so much for others and visit them etc but feel everything's so expensive and I can't keep this up...