Cutecat25
28-12-16, 10:52
I literally feel a constant sense of dread/doom over anything and everything.
For example I am photographing a small scale wedding on new years eve, and I don't feel any excitement whatsoever.
I used to be so passionate about photography, I would think about it all day, everyday, and it brought me so much joy. Now just looking at my camera fills me with dread.
This seems to be happening with everything in my life these days.
Instead of welcoming new opportunities, and looking towards them with a positive attitude, I worry so much to the point where there is no room for any positive feelings.
And no matter how many times i do something, the anxiety never lessens.
I don't know how to change. It's like anxiety has become my default emotion and my body doesn't know how to feel any other way?
I feel like i'm wasting my life away with this unnecessary worry.
Can anyone else relate?
I would really appreciate any advice.
I feel so alone...:weep:
For example I am photographing a small scale wedding on new years eve, and I don't feel any excitement whatsoever.
I used to be so passionate about photography, I would think about it all day, everyday, and it brought me so much joy. Now just looking at my camera fills me with dread.
This seems to be happening with everything in my life these days.
Instead of welcoming new opportunities, and looking towards them with a positive attitude, I worry so much to the point where there is no room for any positive feelings.
And no matter how many times i do something, the anxiety never lessens.
I don't know how to change. It's like anxiety has become my default emotion and my body doesn't know how to feel any other way?
I feel like i'm wasting my life away with this unnecessary worry.
Can anyone else relate?
I would really appreciate any advice.
I feel so alone...:weep: