southey
29-12-16, 22:03
Been on anti D's now for 12 years. Citalopram, Prozac, Sertraline and now Mirtazapine. I suffer from Health Anxiety and Depression and have had a rough few months. The meds have always helped to settle me after a low spell albeit to live in a hazy empty sort of way.
I came off of Sertraline the start of 2016 as I felt I was becoming too hollow, devoid of feelings. It was doing me well for the anx/dep tho. I was started on Mirt 15mg and first day it knocked me out! I increased dose after a while as I was starting to get the old Anxiety back and now am at 45mg. There is no longer any sedative effect.
I have to take it during the morning or day as I get horrendous restless legs at night if I take it several hours before bed. This solves one problem but leads to another, a huge appetite that can't be quelled. I've put on several stone.
I wanted to try mixing it with Venlafaxine but my doc is reluctant instead wanting to keep me on Mirt a bit longer. I've been taking these damn tablets for so long I feel I know they are not right better than my doc does.
The frightening part is that over my anxiety and med journey they have always helped me be stable between yearly or less bouts of intense anxiety/depression. This time it's not working so well and I'm really afraid of not being well again.
Not sure why I'm really posting this, just needed to vent to somebody, see if anyone else is going through similar? Not been on here for 2 years, seems there are more than ever having problems, especially in the HA section!
I came off of Sertraline the start of 2016 as I felt I was becoming too hollow, devoid of feelings. It was doing me well for the anx/dep tho. I was started on Mirt 15mg and first day it knocked me out! I increased dose after a while as I was starting to get the old Anxiety back and now am at 45mg. There is no longer any sedative effect.
I have to take it during the morning or day as I get horrendous restless legs at night if I take it several hours before bed. This solves one problem but leads to another, a huge appetite that can't be quelled. I've put on several stone.
I wanted to try mixing it with Venlafaxine but my doc is reluctant instead wanting to keep me on Mirt a bit longer. I've been taking these damn tablets for so long I feel I know they are not right better than my doc does.
The frightening part is that over my anxiety and med journey they have always helped me be stable between yearly or less bouts of intense anxiety/depression. This time it's not working so well and I'm really afraid of not being well again.
Not sure why I'm really posting this, just needed to vent to somebody, see if anyone else is going through similar? Not been on here for 2 years, seems there are more than ever having problems, especially in the HA section!