Vigilante
01-01-17, 00:34
I really need some advice/support someome to talk to or anything right now.
I have personally never ever felt as low as I do at this moment in time, I'm feeling low in confidence, self esteem, depressed, irritated, anxious, angry, unloved, unwanted. I keep breaking down into tears every single day.
Health wise my vision is still decreasing daily, I now have blind spots in both eyes and the rest a visual snow like fog with everything made of white dots.
I have 2 clean head ct scans and 1 clean head & orbits mri with contrast, im due follow up at opthalmology on 6th jan, but they are yet to see an eye issue. I'm worried I have nvCJD, its 12 months since visual symptoms started.
I also am feeling low over not feeling wanted in a relationship.
I'm double dosing clonazepam without drs orders, I'm so stuck and completely lost.
I have personally never ever felt as low as I do at this moment in time, I'm feeling low in confidence, self esteem, depressed, irritated, anxious, angry, unloved, unwanted. I keep breaking down into tears every single day.
Health wise my vision is still decreasing daily, I now have blind spots in both eyes and the rest a visual snow like fog with everything made of white dots.
I have 2 clean head ct scans and 1 clean head & orbits mri with contrast, im due follow up at opthalmology on 6th jan, but they are yet to see an eye issue. I'm worried I have nvCJD, its 12 months since visual symptoms started.
I also am feeling low over not feeling wanted in a relationship.
I'm double dosing clonazepam without drs orders, I'm so stuck and completely lost.