.Poppy.
02-01-17, 21:57
So, I'm actually not freaking out nearly as much as I thought I would. Probably thanks to my lexapro. :whistles:
I'm kind of at the point where I'm afraid of starting the new position, but excited to get a start on something and start making a bit of money.
This is not my first job by any means, BUT it is my first big-kid job. I know from experience that the first month is probably going to be rough as I settle in and get comfortable with the position.
I have general fears that I am absolutely going to hate it (though my coworkers seem nice) or that it won't have any kind of growth potential. But then again, it totally could...
It's also going to be awkward as I'm in charge of the student employee and as I'm brand-new and she's not, she'll probably end up helping to train me. She seems really nice though.
I guess when it comes down to it I feel really green and like I should be more experienced/mature than I am, but then again, doesn't every job have a bit of a learning curve?
This post is kind of all over the place, I just had to vent. If you made it to the end, congrats and thanks :yesyes:
I'm kind of at the point where I'm afraid of starting the new position, but excited to get a start on something and start making a bit of money.
This is not my first job by any means, BUT it is my first big-kid job. I know from experience that the first month is probably going to be rough as I settle in and get comfortable with the position.
I have general fears that I am absolutely going to hate it (though my coworkers seem nice) or that it won't have any kind of growth potential. But then again, it totally could...
It's also going to be awkward as I'm in charge of the student employee and as I'm brand-new and she's not, she'll probably end up helping to train me. She seems really nice though.
I guess when it comes down to it I feel really green and like I should be more experienced/mature than I am, but then again, doesn't every job have a bit of a learning curve?
This post is kind of all over the place, I just had to vent. If you made it to the end, congrats and thanks :yesyes: