AKTroy
03-01-17, 18:25
Hello to everyone. My name is Troy and I am from Alaska. Last year I did one of the hardest things in my life, and traveled to Thailand for three weeks. I wasn't sure I was going to be able to get through the 25 hour flight, but it was fine or as fine as a 25 hr flight can be.
I probably had a much more difficult time coming home, as I develop some back problems sleeping on the hard beds in Thailand, and my mind got the best of me and I did not think I could fly due to the pain.
I ended up taking some muscle relaxants, and was able to sleep some, and again managed to get through.
I guess with that previous experience under my belt I would not have problems again, but I'm scheduled to leave on Friday for Thailand again ( four days from now) and having major anxiety and panic. I cannot sleep, and my back muscles are in spasm, and I just can't think clearly.
I have a woman on the other side, and we have been speaking for the last couple of years. I look forward to talking to her every day, and she has become the love of my life. I hate even telling her I have these anxieties, as she gets highly emotional and cries. She's been waiting a year to see me since our last visit.
This year I bought an engagement ring, and was planning to propose so we could start living our life together. I think that is really heightening my anxiety as well.
At this point I don't feel like I can fly, and desperately need some help and motivation to get me through. I can't sleep, I can't seem to even get warm, and have no appetite and sour stomach.
In short I'm a big basket case, and really reaching out for anyone who can help.
Thanks so much
Troy
I probably had a much more difficult time coming home, as I develop some back problems sleeping on the hard beds in Thailand, and my mind got the best of me and I did not think I could fly due to the pain.
I ended up taking some muscle relaxants, and was able to sleep some, and again managed to get through.
I guess with that previous experience under my belt I would not have problems again, but I'm scheduled to leave on Friday for Thailand again ( four days from now) and having major anxiety and panic. I cannot sleep, and my back muscles are in spasm, and I just can't think clearly.
I have a woman on the other side, and we have been speaking for the last couple of years. I look forward to talking to her every day, and she has become the love of my life. I hate even telling her I have these anxieties, as she gets highly emotional and cries. She's been waiting a year to see me since our last visit.
This year I bought an engagement ring, and was planning to propose so we could start living our life together. I think that is really heightening my anxiety as well.
At this point I don't feel like I can fly, and desperately need some help and motivation to get me through. I can't sleep, I can't seem to even get warm, and have no appetite and sour stomach.
In short I'm a big basket case, and really reaching out for anyone who can help.
Thanks so much
Troy