Civics23
15-01-17, 12:12
Should I tell this deep dark secret I have been hiding?
So, first off I was 15-16 years old, me and a girl did somethings, nothing sexual. She just did something to me, any way, we made out and did these things just for one day. Well this girl happened to be my best friends sister. I'm 28 now and I have been holding onto it for YEARS now, I have horrible anxiety that if I tell him he is gonna beat the crap out of me. And I have OCD which makes it even worse... that being said, I was even confronted about it by my best friend when we were young days after it happened. Could have swore he was gonna beat me.... His brother spilled the beans and I denied it, all these years went on I would think It would have been brought up since they lived together or probably talked about it afterwards. I was a kid I was dumb...
Anyways, should I come out and tell him or should I put this under the rug abd quit worrying about it because it's eating me.
Plus he is gonna be my best man, what do I do?
I have terrible anxiety please help, I'm medicated just been off of it and getting back on now.
So, first off I was 15-16 years old, me and a girl did somethings, nothing sexual. She just did something to me, any way, we made out and did these things just for one day. Well this girl happened to be my best friends sister. I'm 28 now and I have been holding onto it for YEARS now, I have horrible anxiety that if I tell him he is gonna beat the crap out of me. And I have OCD which makes it even worse... that being said, I was even confronted about it by my best friend when we were young days after it happened. Could have swore he was gonna beat me.... His brother spilled the beans and I denied it, all these years went on I would think It would have been brought up since they lived together or probably talked about it afterwards. I was a kid I was dumb...
Anyways, should I come out and tell him or should I put this under the rug abd quit worrying about it because it's eating me.
Plus he is gonna be my best man, what do I do?
I have terrible anxiety please help, I'm medicated just been off of it and getting back on now.