Miznuvem0412
18-01-17, 04:25
Hi,
I posted about my insomnia before. I just been going through a rough time
September I dealt with a 6 year relationship breakup and it really broke my heart and then In November I got a viral infection that wouldn't go away with any antibiotics. They ran so many tests and gave me and overload of antibiotics just to tell me it was viral and nothing they could do for me. That went on throughout all the holidays and school finals. I went to take my last final with a high fever and in almost tears. I'm not sure how I managed to even get through school dealing with so much. I'm still dealing with the swollen tonsils but all other symptoms from the viral infection have gone. (Keeping fingers crossed they don't come back). The problem now is that I'm dealing with insomnia for more than 2weeks. That viral infection left me wiped out physicially and emotionally. (2months to go away ) now I'm dealing with insomnia and
It's like I've lost my sleep. I lay In bed and don't drift off to sleep for hours and if I do it's extremely light with so many dreams and feel like I'm not even sleeping. I wake up every 45mins- 1 hour. It's like I dream all night and don't go into deep sleep whatsoever. I wake up drained or sometimes I don't . I don't even get that dozing off feeling anymore . I never had insomnia before and I'm scared .
Had anyone gone through this type of insomnia ??? All I see in this forum when people speak of light sleep and vivid dreams is sporadic or familial fatal insomnia. I know I don't have that but why can't I just get deep sleep like I use too.
Last 4 months have been completely horrible. I have faith things will get better but I feel like I just can't .
I went to see my psychiatrist and poured my heart out from desperation. He knows I've been bad before but even he said this is the first time he seen me so bad.
He prescribe me two different meds to try to sleep so I don't get hooked on one or loose the efficacy of either one .
I just want to beat this out of my own will. I'm tired of pills someone help me .
I posted about my insomnia before. I just been going through a rough time
September I dealt with a 6 year relationship breakup and it really broke my heart and then In November I got a viral infection that wouldn't go away with any antibiotics. They ran so many tests and gave me and overload of antibiotics just to tell me it was viral and nothing they could do for me. That went on throughout all the holidays and school finals. I went to take my last final with a high fever and in almost tears. I'm not sure how I managed to even get through school dealing with so much. I'm still dealing with the swollen tonsils but all other symptoms from the viral infection have gone. (Keeping fingers crossed they don't come back). The problem now is that I'm dealing with insomnia for more than 2weeks. That viral infection left me wiped out physicially and emotionally. (2months to go away ) now I'm dealing with insomnia and
It's like I've lost my sleep. I lay In bed and don't drift off to sleep for hours and if I do it's extremely light with so many dreams and feel like I'm not even sleeping. I wake up every 45mins- 1 hour. It's like I dream all night and don't go into deep sleep whatsoever. I wake up drained or sometimes I don't . I don't even get that dozing off feeling anymore . I never had insomnia before and I'm scared .
Had anyone gone through this type of insomnia ??? All I see in this forum when people speak of light sleep and vivid dreams is sporadic or familial fatal insomnia. I know I don't have that but why can't I just get deep sleep like I use too.
Last 4 months have been completely horrible. I have faith things will get better but I feel like I just can't .
I went to see my psychiatrist and poured my heart out from desperation. He knows I've been bad before but even he said this is the first time he seen me so bad.
He prescribe me two different meds to try to sleep so I don't get hooked on one or loose the efficacy of either one .
I just want to beat this out of my own will. I'm tired of pills someone help me .