mihaitarcuta
20-01-17, 16:09
Good day to you all,
My name is Mike and I'm real bad case of hypochondriac. I'm 26 years old and I've been having panic attacks ever since i was 16. It first started after my mom died when I was 16 (she died because of diabetes). After that I became realy obsessed with this diseasse. I'm not scared of cancer as I'm scared of diabetes. Because of that I started to develop certain symptoms, most common is frequent urination., dry mouth (smoker), and for the last 2 years my general state is realy low, feeling lightheaded, constantly afraid of failure, I lost my girlfriend because of my uncertanty.
Anyway, that's another story.....
Getting back to diabetes. As I told you before about my mother, just to get genetics out of the question, I was adopted and i know my real parents, who don't have diabetes, neither them nor my natural grandparents.
I got my blood tested twice 2 years ago and in different locations and the results were perfectly fine, but I still have this weird sensation like I'm constantly stoned only without smoking (i'm not doing any druggs cause it makes my axiety worse).
A few weeks ago i ended up in the emergecy room because of these symptoms, again had a urine sample tested, and again I am healthy as newborn, no glucose, no protein, no nothing. How can the mind simply make up symptoms out of nowhere. I admit it, I have used Dr. Google in the last period, only to make things worse.
Next week I'm scheduleled for another blood test with another doctor just to rule out any diseases and know clearly if what I'm facing is a mental disorder.
Has anybody been through smt like this before and managed to survive?
Thanks for listening!
My name is Mike and I'm real bad case of hypochondriac. I'm 26 years old and I've been having panic attacks ever since i was 16. It first started after my mom died when I was 16 (she died because of diabetes). After that I became realy obsessed with this diseasse. I'm not scared of cancer as I'm scared of diabetes. Because of that I started to develop certain symptoms, most common is frequent urination., dry mouth (smoker), and for the last 2 years my general state is realy low, feeling lightheaded, constantly afraid of failure, I lost my girlfriend because of my uncertanty.
Anyway, that's another story.....
Getting back to diabetes. As I told you before about my mother, just to get genetics out of the question, I was adopted and i know my real parents, who don't have diabetes, neither them nor my natural grandparents.
I got my blood tested twice 2 years ago and in different locations and the results were perfectly fine, but I still have this weird sensation like I'm constantly stoned only without smoking (i'm not doing any druggs cause it makes my axiety worse).
A few weeks ago i ended up in the emergecy room because of these symptoms, again had a urine sample tested, and again I am healthy as newborn, no glucose, no protein, no nothing. How can the mind simply make up symptoms out of nowhere. I admit it, I have used Dr. Google in the last period, only to make things worse.
Next week I'm scheduleled for another blood test with another doctor just to rule out any diseases and know clearly if what I'm facing is a mental disorder.
Has anybody been through smt like this before and managed to survive?
Thanks for listening!