Alpha
21-01-17, 12:59
Hi everyone, during this week many canker sores appeared in my mouth, first one I noticed because my mouth started burning when I was drinking orange juice, it appeared right in my lingual frenulum, it looks very red and swollen in the tip. I didn't care for it because it's normal to get one canker sore now and then, but as the days passed more and more appeared, on the floor of my tongue, and now more three under my lips... what's going on? Sometimes I get canker sores but only one or two, never like this?
I'm getting really scared because my main fear these past months has been HIV and I read it could be a sign of HIV infection... now I'm freaking out... just as I started getting more rational about this fear, this happens...
I'm trying to think it's only because I drank orange juice or because I'm very stressed and on my period, I know all those three could cause this but at the same time this never happened before in those situations so now I can't get the HIV fear out of my head again... And there's no way I can't get tested because I don't have health insurance and I can't go to these places where they do the test for free, I already tried... my boyfriend said he's gonna get tested when he does his annual blood work just to ease my mind, he's being so sweet taking in consideration how irrational this fear has become for me but I just can't shake it off my head... and in the meantime while he doesn't do the test I can't stop thinking about the possibility :weep:
I'm getting really scared because my main fear these past months has been HIV and I read it could be a sign of HIV infection... now I'm freaking out... just as I started getting more rational about this fear, this happens...
I'm trying to think it's only because I drank orange juice or because I'm very stressed and on my period, I know all those three could cause this but at the same time this never happened before in those situations so now I can't get the HIV fear out of my head again... And there's no way I can't get tested because I don't have health insurance and I can't go to these places where they do the test for free, I already tried... my boyfriend said he's gonna get tested when he does his annual blood work just to ease my mind, he's being so sweet taking in consideration how irrational this fear has become for me but I just can't shake it off my head... and in the meantime while he doesn't do the test I can't stop thinking about the possibility :weep: