up a ladder
30-01-17, 22:40
At 2PM today I was sure I was cured. I felt everything was repairing itself. Come around 6PM for no reason it all came firing back on all cylinders. Been sitting here really tearful with Mrs Up a Ladder. I've got a 12 year old and 15 year old and absolutely dread them finding me crying and panicking.
Evenings are nearly always my best time and I also spoke to a friend who has a similar issue and generally a very positive fellow.
In 1999 I had nearly 6 months of insomnia so the thought of that happening again scare me witless.
I hate the bloody thing I am drading waking up in the morning so
Sorry for the rant but I am so upset, but apart from feeling sorry for myself, I cant seem to do anything
Evenings are nearly always my best time and I also spoke to a friend who has a similar issue and generally a very positive fellow.
In 1999 I had nearly 6 months of insomnia so the thought of that happening again scare me witless.
I hate the bloody thing I am drading waking up in the morning so
Sorry for the rant but I am so upset, but apart from feeling sorry for myself, I cant seem to do anything