MikeT91
03-02-17, 21:09
Hi All,
New to this but I have suffered anxiety for a few years now, I am 25 and first had anxiety when I was 18.
I have extreme health anxiety from time to time even though I am a keen gym goer 4 times a week on average, I tend to mainly drink water and eat within reason.
My anxiety stems from when I was 19 I had gone in to a low and confusing place and me and a friend started going the gym, in the end I stupidly agreed to do a short course of a testosterone steroid for 5 weeks.
I never did Them again as I didn't like it and didn't see why I had in the first place.
Life went on and about 6 months later I started panicking about it, I was extremely upset and hated myself for what I had done.
I have lived.a normal life for a young lad and now been with.my partner for over a year and I finally see a plan and path for life.
But the thought of the steroids comes back, even though it was 7 years ago nearly now, and I have been the doctors countless times over years, liver function tests, ecgs, blood tests, hormones tests, thyroids tests. Everything has always been fine.
My GP even reassuraned me and said 5 weeks would of not done any damage and that we all do things when we are young.
But now I have a good life ahead am terrified of this thing coming back to get me, a stupid mistake I made when being a idiotic teenager, I feel like I have poisoned myself,
Have I got an enlarged heart even though ecgs have always been normal, is something wrong with my liver because I like to have a drink sometimes, are my kidneys okay? These are all the things that go around my head.
I do not want this mistake I made to influence my future life.
Thank you for taking the time to read this.
New to this but I have suffered anxiety for a few years now, I am 25 and first had anxiety when I was 18.
I have extreme health anxiety from time to time even though I am a keen gym goer 4 times a week on average, I tend to mainly drink water and eat within reason.
My anxiety stems from when I was 19 I had gone in to a low and confusing place and me and a friend started going the gym, in the end I stupidly agreed to do a short course of a testosterone steroid for 5 weeks.
I never did Them again as I didn't like it and didn't see why I had in the first place.
Life went on and about 6 months later I started panicking about it, I was extremely upset and hated myself for what I had done.
I have lived.a normal life for a young lad and now been with.my partner for over a year and I finally see a plan and path for life.
But the thought of the steroids comes back, even though it was 7 years ago nearly now, and I have been the doctors countless times over years, liver function tests, ecgs, blood tests, hormones tests, thyroids tests. Everything has always been fine.
My GP even reassuraned me and said 5 weeks would of not done any damage and that we all do things when we are young.
But now I have a good life ahead am terrified of this thing coming back to get me, a stupid mistake I made when being a idiotic teenager, I feel like I have poisoned myself,
Have I got an enlarged heart even though ecgs have always been normal, is something wrong with my liver because I like to have a drink sometimes, are my kidneys okay? These are all the things that go around my head.
I do not want this mistake I made to influence my future life.
Thank you for taking the time to read this.