Ihavelostmymarbles
14-02-17, 15:37
I can't even get out of bed right now. I was improving for the most part, but then the pregnancy hormones kicked in and now I'm panicking. I feel extremely nauseous and I've been sick since early January. There hasn't been a day since then that I haven't vomited or dry heaved.
I just walked to my bedroom from the living room and I felt very short of breath. My throat feels tight and I feel like I can't breath, along with feeling like I need to vomit. I don't want to get out of bed today, but then I'm at risk for a blood clot. I already think I have a pulmonary embolism anyway, so I'll probably just die alone in this bed.
I don't want to do this anymore. I was doing better and pregnancy just took my happiness & life away from me.
I just walked to my bedroom from the living room and I felt very short of breath. My throat feels tight and I feel like I can't breath, along with feeling like I need to vomit. I don't want to get out of bed today, but then I'm at risk for a blood clot. I already think I have a pulmonary embolism anyway, so I'll probably just die alone in this bed.
I don't want to do this anymore. I was doing better and pregnancy just took my happiness & life away from me.