Ihavelostmymarbles
16-02-17, 14:39
I hate being pregnant. Right now, my blood pressure is out of control. It's probably extremely high, but I'm too scared to check it. I'm getting a feeling where I'm going to get a nosebleed, and that's usually a sign of high blood pressure. I'm laying on the floor while the kids play and I'm shaking. I can't get up because the feeling gets worse. This would have never happened if I didn't get pregnant. I had a tubal to prevent this, but my body decided to fail me and now all of my autoimmune crap is flaring.
I need to go to the ER but no one will watch the kids. I "put myself in this position", so no one wants to help out. There is no managing your anxiety when your body is failing you. I'm using all of my techniques, but it's not taking the fear away. I probably won't make it through this pregnancy because last time was really hard on my body.
I'm disabled during pregnancy and no one understands. I don't want to be alone right now.
I need to go to the ER but no one will watch the kids. I "put myself in this position", so no one wants to help out. There is no managing your anxiety when your body is failing you. I'm using all of my techniques, but it's not taking the fear away. I probably won't make it through this pregnancy because last time was really hard on my body.
I'm disabled during pregnancy and no one understands. I don't want to be alone right now.