GirlAfraid23
21-02-17, 12:43
I feel like the worst person in the world. One of my best friends told me last night that she is pregnant. She's about 5 weeks. She's been married since October. Of course I'm happy for her but a small part of me feels sad as it's an inevitable change and end of an era for us. I live in another town about 4 hours drive away now so when I do come back and visit we make time to see each other and she would come up and stay with me. However I know that's going to change now and I won't be able to have a 'hands on' approach with her baby, which is also a shame.
I'm also pretty convinced that I will have trouble conceiving when I eventually do start trying with my partner in the future as I have a lot of hormone issues and irregular periods. Therefore I feel an element of jealousy. It's horrible. I feel like a bad person.
I'm also pretty convinced that I will have trouble conceiving when I eventually do start trying with my partner in the future as I have a lot of hormone issues and irregular periods. Therefore I feel an element of jealousy. It's horrible. I feel like a bad person.