Lilchick
26-02-17, 11:17
So me and this guy have been extremely close for nearly 2 years now and everything was fine. Until he expressed romantic interest in me and suddenly I just panicked. I pushed him away to the extent that we barely talk anymore. But even now, if he is attending the same party as me then I will just panic and not want Hinch there. I know I have feelings for him and I have confronted them and so o, but why do I just panic. I want to be able to go to the same party as him without having to leave and have a bloody panic attack or be sick. It's so easy to talk on text but in person I just get panicky sometimes. It wins all fine when we were just flirty friends, the second it turned into something more I just can't handle it. I want to be able to function whilst in the same bloody room. I don't want to stop going to a party simply because he is there?? How can I solve this. Oh and as a result of my anxiety/panic attacks, I will feel PHYSICALLY sick due to all of this, so if I learn that he is attending that party, I will physically feel ill :(( I just don't want this anymore.