elik
01-03-17, 15:11
Ok so just to add more issues to the equation, it's one of my problems I seem to push right to the back but once again it bothers me only because of how it comes across to others not my own implications. Eating and food. I have always adopted a very obsessive and regimented controlled outlook with it. Another reason as to why I can't get too close to people incase they notice my weird issues and judge me and this takes away from my actual personality where I try so god damn hard for others. I literally cannot stand me. I make life so impossible and whilst fighting this immense struggle I try and look as perfect as I can. Dying.