Dagmag
05-03-17, 23:14
Hello to all.
I'm a 30 years old man, french (so i'm sorry for my bad english..), diagnostised with hypochondria / anxiety / panic attack for more than 2 years now.
If i come here today, it's because i am a little discouraged at the moment...
Roughly speaking I had quite a lot of disorders in 2014 which turned out to be of nature "spasmophilia" (well this word exist only in france, but it's same than panic attack syndrom), indeed my GP diagnosed me that more or less in the 1st meeting, but i saw approximately 18 doctors and a heap of examinations to reassure me finally and found power a little of serenity.
I thought got out of trouble, but no...after approximately 18 months of tranquillity here is again when I am worried but at an upper level i think...
Everything began in November and the appearance of a strange symptom: a kind of seasickness / drunk especially in the evening.
Well at the beginning I have to admit that I was surprised but not specially worried by that, according to my memories I was not specially anxious at this very moment. Few weeks ago, everything got worse in fact, this symptom which was there in the evening, is now here at any time of the day, and was added to that of other thing very nice and friendly of which I list you here:
- Sensation of seasickness which differs in intensity according to days, I never fell and I walk straight ahead according to what we told me.
- Sensation of strange vision, I can not explain that, needs to experience it to understand. I specify that I do not see fuzzy or trouble. It's more like focusing troubles.
- Wake up early...3 weeks ago i had no problems
- I urinate much more often and especially new thing, that wakes me at night while before never
- Low appetite (depend days...)
- An aggravated nervousness
- Fast tremors from everywhere during action. For example if I fall I have the lower back trembling, if I do it quickly I do not feel it
- Palpitations very often / Extrasystoles (had heart exams 2 years ago, all was ok)
- Transit problem / loose stools
This state is rather general, not in "attacks".
Here we are, my severe attack of hypochondria in begun at the same time as all this (except the seasickness feeling who begun before this, in november) to tell me (and I am sure you see it coming) "you have a neuro disease my buddy, in 2 months you ll be dead".
I saw 2 GP, 2 made me the tests neuros, and 2 told me "the tests neuros are OK, has no reasons for sending you towards a neurologist everything is bound to your anxiety".
Well it is rather reassuring but my problem is that is not enough for me, my anxiety feeds on doubts, and as long as there are no tests there is doubts.
Of the blow I remain fixed on my doubts (tumor brain, MS, and other pleasures) and the anxiety is present from morning till night with some moment of lucidity from time to time. The fact that the symptoms changed frightens me extremely also needs to admit it.
I am persuaded to die in 2 months, I manage to see no future beyond, I want to make nothing more, to see nobody, it is complicated at the moment.
I have meeting with an orthoptist on Tuesday, an ophthalmologist on Wednesday and a neurologist at the end of May (moreover I think that I shall never go to this seen meeting that I shall have died).
The last 3 nights was "better" but I have just crossed exactly 3 times the same night.
I lie down by 00:15 am, urinating before go to bed, I wake up at 1:30 am with the need to urinate, follows itself a cold sweat, I am cold with burning sensation almost everywhere, after a while that calms down, I can fall asleep again with difficulty but i wake up at 3:30 am, I fall asleep again and wake up at 6:30 am, re-fall asleep again and wale up at 8:30 am.
For 3 nights it is exactly that, when I wake up my thoughts are directly very anxious "if it was a brain tumor? if it was a disease neuro?" I am so convinced, this is obessional...
Sorry for the lenght of this text but i needed to evacuate...I hope people who know what i feel ll give me answer and help me with this...
Thank's to everyone, i wish you a good night, i think mine ll be bad.
Ps : Sorry again for my bad english
I'm a 30 years old man, french (so i'm sorry for my bad english..), diagnostised with hypochondria / anxiety / panic attack for more than 2 years now.
If i come here today, it's because i am a little discouraged at the moment...
Roughly speaking I had quite a lot of disorders in 2014 which turned out to be of nature "spasmophilia" (well this word exist only in france, but it's same than panic attack syndrom), indeed my GP diagnosed me that more or less in the 1st meeting, but i saw approximately 18 doctors and a heap of examinations to reassure me finally and found power a little of serenity.
I thought got out of trouble, but no...after approximately 18 months of tranquillity here is again when I am worried but at an upper level i think...
Everything began in November and the appearance of a strange symptom: a kind of seasickness / drunk especially in the evening.
Well at the beginning I have to admit that I was surprised but not specially worried by that, according to my memories I was not specially anxious at this very moment. Few weeks ago, everything got worse in fact, this symptom which was there in the evening, is now here at any time of the day, and was added to that of other thing very nice and friendly of which I list you here:
- Sensation of seasickness which differs in intensity according to days, I never fell and I walk straight ahead according to what we told me.
- Sensation of strange vision, I can not explain that, needs to experience it to understand. I specify that I do not see fuzzy or trouble. It's more like focusing troubles.
- Wake up early...3 weeks ago i had no problems
- I urinate much more often and especially new thing, that wakes me at night while before never
- Low appetite (depend days...)
- An aggravated nervousness
- Fast tremors from everywhere during action. For example if I fall I have the lower back trembling, if I do it quickly I do not feel it
- Palpitations very often / Extrasystoles (had heart exams 2 years ago, all was ok)
- Transit problem / loose stools
This state is rather general, not in "attacks".
Here we are, my severe attack of hypochondria in begun at the same time as all this (except the seasickness feeling who begun before this, in november) to tell me (and I am sure you see it coming) "you have a neuro disease my buddy, in 2 months you ll be dead".
I saw 2 GP, 2 made me the tests neuros, and 2 told me "the tests neuros are OK, has no reasons for sending you towards a neurologist everything is bound to your anxiety".
Well it is rather reassuring but my problem is that is not enough for me, my anxiety feeds on doubts, and as long as there are no tests there is doubts.
Of the blow I remain fixed on my doubts (tumor brain, MS, and other pleasures) and the anxiety is present from morning till night with some moment of lucidity from time to time. The fact that the symptoms changed frightens me extremely also needs to admit it.
I am persuaded to die in 2 months, I manage to see no future beyond, I want to make nothing more, to see nobody, it is complicated at the moment.
I have meeting with an orthoptist on Tuesday, an ophthalmologist on Wednesday and a neurologist at the end of May (moreover I think that I shall never go to this seen meeting that I shall have died).
The last 3 nights was "better" but I have just crossed exactly 3 times the same night.
I lie down by 00:15 am, urinating before go to bed, I wake up at 1:30 am with the need to urinate, follows itself a cold sweat, I am cold with burning sensation almost everywhere, after a while that calms down, I can fall asleep again with difficulty but i wake up at 3:30 am, I fall asleep again and wake up at 6:30 am, re-fall asleep again and wale up at 8:30 am.
For 3 nights it is exactly that, when I wake up my thoughts are directly very anxious "if it was a brain tumor? if it was a disease neuro?" I am so convinced, this is obessional...
Sorry for the lenght of this text but i needed to evacuate...I hope people who know what i feel ll give me answer and help me with this...
Thank's to everyone, i wish you a good night, i think mine ll be bad.
Ps : Sorry again for my bad english