Fed up worrying:( [Archive]

Cakelady

06-03-17, 21:38

I flippin hate worrying about everything, I hate this stupid h/a. I lose hours of my life to it everyday. I actually get headaches straining to look at what probably isn't serious if i can hardly see it! I hate how the smallest new worry tips me almost over the edge. I honestly have started to worry if all the worrying will make me actually ill. I have got worse since turning 40, I didn't care just another number to be honest but then it was almost like I suddenly felt very mortal, I am getting old ( know not old!)now - I am likely to get seriously ill. Although despite depression & h/a I think I am ok, don't drink, smoke, eat well, very active. But if i think I might have a lump somewhere, I will find one.
I was going to ask if its normal for kids to be veiny, my latest worry. Kids have thin skin, ofcourse I will see veins, most likely normal, but I hope so & then I fear not & then I panic again & then what if....dont google!
Sorry needed a ramble...better out than in I guess...
:shrug:

06-03-17, 21:55

Yes normal to see their veins more. I had this fear a few years ago with both my kids at varying times.

When I was getting better that's how I felt. I got to the point where I still believed I had cancer somewhere in my body but it hadn't yet been found despite all the tests. Now is als I think that with. Neverbloodyending...