Nzxt27
09-03-17, 03:45
So I'm 33 don't smoke or drink, don't do any drugs. Not much over weight. But I've noticed that it's harder for me to stay hard lately. I'm meaning harder for me to get hard and if I quit touching it couple mins it's back down. I'm also not getting any morning wood. I don't even remember the last time I woke up with one.
As some know I went to doctor feb 14th for chest pains and had EKG and blood work ran again. Doctor said my blood work was great with numbers like mine I'd never have a blockage. And he pretty much sent me on my way.
I'm just so confused with it all if my blood work is great then why am I having issues with morning wood or holding a Hardon. It seems worse if I'm laying down conspired to sitting or standing. I can also feel a pulse in my penis soft or hard. Hard I can see it moving with my heart beat which I thought was probably a good sign that it's getting blood but idk. I'm worried it's something bad of course like heart disease. But was just checked out for that??
It's taking a toll on me because I hate mentioning it to family or my gf it just upsets her if I tell her I got something wrong or think I have something wrong. I'm also tired of doctors and going to the doctor. I'm starting to lose all hope in them. But I try to stay positive and have hope.
And as for my sex drive and stuff I use to get hard when wind blew the wrong way 5+ times a day and use to masterbate 3+ a day. I don't even get random hardons anymore. None.. Idk anymore... Sometimes I wonder what if they are missing something big and it's not all in my head. I would think it might all be in my head but no mourning woods makes me think other wise. Because when I'm sleeping I don't control my thoughts. I'm tired people. And that is putting it lightly. I was doing good till I couldn't hold a erection. I'm really starting to think maybe I had something wrong this whole time and that lead me to anxeity. I've tried to rationalize with it just being anxeity and was doing good till this. I'm not a crazy person that people around me seem to think. I have common sense and I know what I'm feeling. I even told the ER Doctor that when I went on feb. I'm not crazy. I know when something feels off or is not right.
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I can still get close to fully hard but it's when I'm close to getting off. Which I have been trying to cut back on messing with it hoping it would get better but idk. Just so crazy to me 2 years ago I remember working in warehouse driving hyster 12 hour shifts and I would get multiple hard ons a day while working for no apparent reason. I'm meaning fully erect that wouldn't go down for ten mins or longer. No touching or anything.
As some know I went to doctor feb 14th for chest pains and had EKG and blood work ran again. Doctor said my blood work was great with numbers like mine I'd never have a blockage. And he pretty much sent me on my way.
I'm just so confused with it all if my blood work is great then why am I having issues with morning wood or holding a Hardon. It seems worse if I'm laying down conspired to sitting or standing. I can also feel a pulse in my penis soft or hard. Hard I can see it moving with my heart beat which I thought was probably a good sign that it's getting blood but idk. I'm worried it's something bad of course like heart disease. But was just checked out for that??
It's taking a toll on me because I hate mentioning it to family or my gf it just upsets her if I tell her I got something wrong or think I have something wrong. I'm also tired of doctors and going to the doctor. I'm starting to lose all hope in them. But I try to stay positive and have hope.
And as for my sex drive and stuff I use to get hard when wind blew the wrong way 5+ times a day and use to masterbate 3+ a day. I don't even get random hardons anymore. None.. Idk anymore... Sometimes I wonder what if they are missing something big and it's not all in my head. I would think it might all be in my head but no mourning woods makes me think other wise. Because when I'm sleeping I don't control my thoughts. I'm tired people. And that is putting it lightly. I was doing good till I couldn't hold a erection. I'm really starting to think maybe I had something wrong this whole time and that lead me to anxeity. I've tried to rationalize with it just being anxeity and was doing good till this. I'm not a crazy person that people around me seem to think. I have common sense and I know what I'm feeling. I even told the ER Doctor that when I went on feb. I'm not crazy. I know when something feels off or is not right.
---------- Post added at 03:45 ---------- Previous post was at 03:32 ----------
I can still get close to fully hard but it's when I'm close to getting off. Which I have been trying to cut back on messing with it hoping it would get better but idk. Just so crazy to me 2 years ago I remember working in warehouse driving hyster 12 hour shifts and I would get multiple hard ons a day while working for no apparent reason. I'm meaning fully erect that wouldn't go down for ten mins or longer. No touching or anything.