Valencia
09-03-17, 03:53
Hello,
I am in a really difficult place right now. I found out about my husband's gambling addiction. Ever since i found out i really haven't been feeling well. I've struggled with health anxiety a lot in my life and now it is really off the roof. My stomach hurts a lot.. And i feel like something is wrong with me all the time. I have a lot of anger... I dont know what to do with it.. Plus physically i'm drained and i'm having all these pains... It freaks me out ... I've never felt so anxious .. I don't know how to deal... I'm trying so hard to forgive and forget but it's just brought me really down... Anyway i just felt the need to talk about it... Cause its really hard to keep to myself... I can't really turn to anyone because my husband is obviously really ashamed so i want to respect him... I just feel alone with all this...
I am in a really difficult place right now. I found out about my husband's gambling addiction. Ever since i found out i really haven't been feeling well. I've struggled with health anxiety a lot in my life and now it is really off the roof. My stomach hurts a lot.. And i feel like something is wrong with me all the time. I have a lot of anger... I dont know what to do with it.. Plus physically i'm drained and i'm having all these pains... It freaks me out ... I've never felt so anxious .. I don't know how to deal... I'm trying so hard to forgive and forget but it's just brought me really down... Anyway i just felt the need to talk about it... Cause its really hard to keep to myself... I can't really turn to anyone because my husband is obviously really ashamed so i want to respect him... I just feel alone with all this...