cattia
09-03-17, 21:21
So today I had another phantom smell episode. It's the same smell in exactly the same location in my house. So a normal person would think that this was just a smell that was wafting from somewhere. But this is what my mind does:
OMG there's the phantom smell again, I must have a brain tumour, this is the third time I've smelt it in this spot, the tumour must be getting bigger, but wait, if this is the same smell in the same place, could it actually be an actual real smell? yes it could be but what if it isn't and it's actually just a coincidence that my temporal partial seizures because that's what they are, are happening in the same spot, if it was a real smell then it would not come and go like this, it would not be gone after five minutes, this proves that it must be a temporal partial seizure, but if it was one of those then why would I not have had it for three weeks? But maybe the fact that I have had it again today means that the tumour is getting bigger and maybe tomorrow or one day soon I will start getting the smell in other places and that will be even more proof that this is not an actual smell but a phantom smell and if this is a real smell why has nobody else in the house ever mentioned it, this is even more proof that this is a temporal partial seizure OMG OMG
AND SO IT GOES ON!!!!!!!!
OMG there's the phantom smell again, I must have a brain tumour, this is the third time I've smelt it in this spot, the tumour must be getting bigger, but wait, if this is the same smell in the same place, could it actually be an actual real smell? yes it could be but what if it isn't and it's actually just a coincidence that my temporal partial seizures because that's what they are, are happening in the same spot, if it was a real smell then it would not come and go like this, it would not be gone after five minutes, this proves that it must be a temporal partial seizure, but if it was one of those then why would I not have had it for three weeks? But maybe the fact that I have had it again today means that the tumour is getting bigger and maybe tomorrow or one day soon I will start getting the smell in other places and that will be even more proof that this is not an actual smell but a phantom smell and if this is a real smell why has nobody else in the house ever mentioned it, this is even more proof that this is a temporal partial seizure OMG OMG
AND SO IT GOES ON!!!!!!!!