Icket
19-03-17, 13:41
After two months off, today is my first day back to work. I tried last week and it resulted in a full day of panic attacks. It was a nightmare.
This morning, I got up early, took my time and am so proud of myself for keeping it together. My coworkers are friends so I anticipated a day full of questions and looks so I was going to get there early to get settled first.
And here I am - ready to go - and I can't find my keys. ANYWHERE.
I am so disappointed and angry with myself. This is the first day that I've felt like I can accomplish things and I've screwed it up.
Ugh.
This morning, I got up early, took my time and am so proud of myself for keeping it together. My coworkers are friends so I anticipated a day full of questions and looks so I was going to get there early to get settled first.
And here I am - ready to go - and I can't find my keys. ANYWHERE.
I am so disappointed and angry with myself. This is the first day that I've felt like I can accomplish things and I've screwed it up.
Ugh.