Sage579
24-03-17, 04:38
Hi all
So since I had a relaspe a few months ago i have been doing ok. But I have my moments during quiet times or when iam tired. When I restarted my meds I had si for awhile never had it before. Now from what I understand if you have si u have depression, the feeling gone thankfully but in those quiet times or when iam very stressed my anxiety takes me back there.
Not the feeling per say but a dread of am I still that way? Did I really want that before? Should I still be on the look out? And so on
The other day when tired and drain from a situation that has been months long prolly will last months more My mind drifted back and thought is this all worth it should I even putt upwith it anymore and just go die.( no plan or real wanting). And sends me into panic, is that still depression or anxiety. my doctor has said it isn't but I scare And upsets me when it happens and advice?
So since I had a relaspe a few months ago i have been doing ok. But I have my moments during quiet times or when iam tired. When I restarted my meds I had si for awhile never had it before. Now from what I understand if you have si u have depression, the feeling gone thankfully but in those quiet times or when iam very stressed my anxiety takes me back there.
Not the feeling per say but a dread of am I still that way? Did I really want that before? Should I still be on the look out? And so on
The other day when tired and drain from a situation that has been months long prolly will last months more My mind drifted back and thought is this all worth it should I even putt upwith it anymore and just go die.( no plan or real wanting). And sends me into panic, is that still depression or anxiety. my doctor has said it isn't but I scare And upsets me when it happens and advice?