anxiousbat
31-03-17, 08:17
Hi,
I'm hoping I can get some support here, as I can't get it anywhere else :weep:
I've always been anxious. In the past I was referred to a counsellor, which helped me loads. I've been very stressed out at work and it's meant that I've been feeling a bit low and anxious again. I think some of it is linked into my menstrual cycle, as I am worse just before and during. Then more upbeat for the rest of it.
I went to my gp and they put me on 50g of Sertraline. I was told it might make me feel a bit sick and to see them again in 2-3 weeks. By day 3 I was climbing the walls, not sleeping, massive panic attacks, so anxious and depressed. By day 5 I felt suicidal, had horrible thoughts floating around in my head, I couldn't take it any more. I feel like a drama queen for typing this, but I would have killed myself if I had stayed in that state. I have never felt that bad before. I managed to get an emergency appointment and saw a different gp who told me to just stop taking it. I haven't taken another tablet since. They wrote me a prescription for 40g fluoxetine, but after my experience on sertraline I'm not sure I want to go there again.
That was about 10 days ago. I have not slept now for about two weeks. I feel much better than I did on the tablets. I still feel low and anxious. I have weird pulses in my brain, like red hot pins/needles. I had them on the tablets but much worse. I feel like I am shaking inside, my muscles are a bit twitchy. I was meant to see my gp yesterday but had my appointment cancelled. I feel so alone and helpless. Will I return to how I was before? I was miserable but not like this. I would just like to sleep again. I wish I had never tried these tablets!
Thank you.
I'm hoping I can get some support here, as I can't get it anywhere else :weep:
I've always been anxious. In the past I was referred to a counsellor, which helped me loads. I've been very stressed out at work and it's meant that I've been feeling a bit low and anxious again. I think some of it is linked into my menstrual cycle, as I am worse just before and during. Then more upbeat for the rest of it.
I went to my gp and they put me on 50g of Sertraline. I was told it might make me feel a bit sick and to see them again in 2-3 weeks. By day 3 I was climbing the walls, not sleeping, massive panic attacks, so anxious and depressed. By day 5 I felt suicidal, had horrible thoughts floating around in my head, I couldn't take it any more. I feel like a drama queen for typing this, but I would have killed myself if I had stayed in that state. I have never felt that bad before. I managed to get an emergency appointment and saw a different gp who told me to just stop taking it. I haven't taken another tablet since. They wrote me a prescription for 40g fluoxetine, but after my experience on sertraline I'm not sure I want to go there again.
That was about 10 days ago. I have not slept now for about two weeks. I feel much better than I did on the tablets. I still feel low and anxious. I have weird pulses in my brain, like red hot pins/needles. I had them on the tablets but much worse. I feel like I am shaking inside, my muscles are a bit twitchy. I was meant to see my gp yesterday but had my appointment cancelled. I feel so alone and helpless. Will I return to how I was before? I was miserable but not like this. I would just like to sleep again. I wish I had never tried these tablets!
Thank you.