little king 91
04-04-17, 15:12
Hello everyone. I'm feeling very unusual and confused about myself and wondered if anyone can shed some light on this.
A couple of weeks ago I smoked a joint with a friend and I haven't felt right ever since. I've taken it several times this year and it was never really a good experience for me... But I'd feel fine the next day. However since the last time it's been different. It's very difficult to describe but I'm just not myself. I feel distant and confused. I'm concerned that the cannabis has damaged my brain or something. I've been googling symptoms and watching things to try and understand what's going on and many people have had similar experiences. I've had problems with anxiety for a very long time and I'm worried I've just made it worse. I think I may be experiencing depersonalization but I don't know for sure. I feel so stupid for taking it now and I just want to feel normal again. I feel very unsettled and I can't enjoy anything in the way I used to. I've been examined by a doctor and my body is okay, but I still don't feel right.
A couple of weeks ago I smoked a joint with a friend and I haven't felt right ever since. I've taken it several times this year and it was never really a good experience for me... But I'd feel fine the next day. However since the last time it's been different. It's very difficult to describe but I'm just not myself. I feel distant and confused. I'm concerned that the cannabis has damaged my brain or something. I've been googling symptoms and watching things to try and understand what's going on and many people have had similar experiences. I've had problems with anxiety for a very long time and I'm worried I've just made it worse. I think I may be experiencing depersonalization but I don't know for sure. I feel so stupid for taking it now and I just want to feel normal again. I feel very unsettled and I can't enjoy anything in the way I used to. I've been examined by a doctor and my body is okay, but I still don't feel right.