Duro
06-04-17, 02:29
Hi there i just been reading alot on line about why i feel the way i do and come across this forum... even tho people are suffering and in a weird way it helps to read people have the sAme fears and condition as me makes me feel like im not as odd and alone as i thought i was....
I really have a massive problem with leaving my home if i have a social even such as a eveing out with friends and even worse sleeping away from home i have never been able to do for a while now(about 3 years)
I have always had this but got alot worse lately. And now is flaring up as girlfiend is very keen on a holiday in the summer and it makes me feel sick to my stomach. Also misssd out on a few weekends away so far this year and have a wedding coming up wher we have to spend the night away which i cant get my mind off even tho its 3 months away.
Hate feeling like this and have recently shit down. Only way i can explain it is when my phone rings or thers a knock at the door i get a ruch of fear! So when holiday xome up or have to spend a night away its total chaos in my mind. Send me to sleepless nights, nightmares worry my self ill to making up excusses till i hate myself for it, i went to doctors about it last year and had to go to some classes that seemed to help a bit but im even worse now.
I feel like i will have this forever and really cant seee a positive future with it and willing to try something but looks bleek!
Thanks for listening
I really have a massive problem with leaving my home if i have a social even such as a eveing out with friends and even worse sleeping away from home i have never been able to do for a while now(about 3 years)
I have always had this but got alot worse lately. And now is flaring up as girlfiend is very keen on a holiday in the summer and it makes me feel sick to my stomach. Also misssd out on a few weekends away so far this year and have a wedding coming up wher we have to spend the night away which i cant get my mind off even tho its 3 months away.
Hate feeling like this and have recently shit down. Only way i can explain it is when my phone rings or thers a knock at the door i get a ruch of fear! So when holiday xome up or have to spend a night away its total chaos in my mind. Send me to sleepless nights, nightmares worry my self ill to making up excusses till i hate myself for it, i went to doctors about it last year and had to go to some classes that seemed to help a bit but im even worse now.
I feel like i will have this forever and really cant seee a positive future with it and willing to try something but looks bleek!
Thanks for listening