busterrufus
10-04-17, 19:39
All my symptoms have come back over past few days. Feeling like I,ll collapse several times a day. Constant nausea abdominal pain burning in legs and back. Hot sweats. Too much saliva. Can't talk without stuttering can't go out in case I collapse or have a seizure. Crying on and off all day. Body tight like a coiled spring.so weak and draineded. . Horrible horrible feelings of doom and hopelessness . Guilt because I'm upsetting family again but trying to keep inside the certainty in my mind that I,m dying, so they wont start to hate me. They tell me I'm doing it to myself but that untrue I want to berid if all these s. I cant cope I know in my heart it can't be anxiety. Imp panicking now because I don't want to end up on psychiatric ward again, my husband says I will if I don't stop thinking lke this