AnxiousTeen97
21-04-17, 08:27
Hello, first of al I am just 19. All my health worries began 7 years ago in which I was sitting in class (primary school) and all od a sudden my vision went blurrier than normal, then followed by slight lightheadedness, so I googled and bam I had brain tumor, while I kept touching my scalp for lumps I realized that my scarp is sore to touch. Sure bro I had brain tumor. Then everything progressed, many new symptoms many new reads and of course many new misdiagnosis, after some years I started living my life better, stopped worrying and I really had improvements, was going to school and working at the same time. I had good 3 years, until january 3 2017 where I rushed to the ER thinking that I was dying that night from my heart, pulse was 160 bpm. This happened after smoking a joint. Well at this very moment my anxiety is the worst, i get shaky vision after waking up or when totally unfocused (unfocused staring) and my throat tongue jaw and head feel hell weird, like yeah weak, improves as I start moving, I have pains around body, well my body is incredibly tense, my ribs neck shoulders face spots under ears, throat hell even scarp are slightly sore to the touch. Hell I have weied feeling in my right temple sometimes left depends which side throat is weird too, like weakness or chills or slight pins, cant even describe properly, been to 2 neuros, had multiple blood tests done, had 5ekgs done in total, had x-ray of neck, had 3 ent visits all clear. I worry a lot about blood vessels and/or heart, asked my doctor whether I couls have such problems and he said no come on you are young and if there was a problem it would have shown through blood and ekg, hell i am going to the doctors every day and they look like tired of me. He didnt refer me to a cardiologist im so sad, please help me someone what should I even do??