Bonnibelle
24-04-17, 11:44
I started Mirtazapine 7.5mg in May 2013 due to insomnia and because I weighed less than 84lbs. I had severe anxiety and agoraphobia after my brother attacked me 8 months previous. It helped and I felt much better until November 2013 when my extended family got intouch and hurled abuse at me which led to a huge anxiety setback. In December 2013 I went onto 15mg.
Again this dose helped me and I felt much better. I was out living life again and in March 2015 I was working out daily and in general really happy away from stress of my extended family violence.
In autumn 2015 I started with fatigue issues, my son was struggling due to bullies and by November he told us he was wanting to take his own life. My world fell apart. I had no support other than my husband but he couldn't take any time off work so I was coping alone with a very unwell son and my daughter had a bowel infection and then croup which caused 2 hospital admissions that winter. It led to me one day just collapsing with stress. I was bed bound for 2 weeks but still had no support and had to keep getting the children to school, taking care of my ill son and trying to get him support in school and with CAMHS. Horrific stress. My GP saw me twice in a month, did bloods and tests and said it was acute stress and he thought another trauma had re triggered my PTSD and anxiety.
My son had therapy from me and then later CAMHS when they finally saw him, and he is now the happiest child. I am so proud. I though have never bounced back. It was early last year that my fatigue just got so bad I then had a huge relapse with my anxiety and agoraphobia. I had agoraphobia after the attack but I overcame it, now it's worse than before as I can't attend appointments or take the children out alone. All due to how fatigued I am.
My GP has done many tests and nothing was found other than last spring an underactive thyroid which showed my TSH had been climbing since the January and by May it was high and I needed treatment. I am on thyroxine the last 11 months. I still have chronic fatigue issues so bad, daily I am exhausted to the point I struggle to do day to day chores, going out is hard and I'd say I get out twice a week for a walk or to a shop. It's led to severe social anxiety being this housebound and unwell.
Last year I had daily fatigue but also huge energy crashes similar to CFS/ME, where I'd wake in a crash. My legs feel weak, shaky, unable to walk around my house and i have to stay in bed on a crash day. I say a crash day is 10/10 on the fatigue scale, day to day it's a 7. Today for example is an 8 so I feel I could crash I feel that bad. I seem to crash usually after any contact from my extended family so my GP thought stress was a huge cause of my crash episodes.
On Saturday night I took Mirt late around midnight, I usually take it about 10pm. I woke feeling so ill at 7am the next day, I couldn't lift my head off the pillow and all day I felt in a drugged up daze. Today I feel the same despite taking it earlier. It has now made me concerned that Mirt is a huge reason I have chronic fatigue issues. I spoke to my friend and she doesn't think Mirt can cause that and as the first 2 years I just had the odd fatigue day, not a constant daily chronic fatigue, then it can't be mirt. I was always tired on it but no not to this degree, this is just the last 18 months.
I am just concerned as I have felt so ill since taking it late Saturday night. Can Mirt cause chronic fatigue? should I be concerned? I have been on it 4 years almost since starting 7.5mg but just over 3 years on the 15mg.
Sorry this got long, I just wanted to describe how I am feeling. I am desperate as I am 37 and just want to make memories with my children, not feel this drained daily and dreading the next crash.
B
Again this dose helped me and I felt much better. I was out living life again and in March 2015 I was working out daily and in general really happy away from stress of my extended family violence.
In autumn 2015 I started with fatigue issues, my son was struggling due to bullies and by November he told us he was wanting to take his own life. My world fell apart. I had no support other than my husband but he couldn't take any time off work so I was coping alone with a very unwell son and my daughter had a bowel infection and then croup which caused 2 hospital admissions that winter. It led to me one day just collapsing with stress. I was bed bound for 2 weeks but still had no support and had to keep getting the children to school, taking care of my ill son and trying to get him support in school and with CAMHS. Horrific stress. My GP saw me twice in a month, did bloods and tests and said it was acute stress and he thought another trauma had re triggered my PTSD and anxiety.
My son had therapy from me and then later CAMHS when they finally saw him, and he is now the happiest child. I am so proud. I though have never bounced back. It was early last year that my fatigue just got so bad I then had a huge relapse with my anxiety and agoraphobia. I had agoraphobia after the attack but I overcame it, now it's worse than before as I can't attend appointments or take the children out alone. All due to how fatigued I am.
My GP has done many tests and nothing was found other than last spring an underactive thyroid which showed my TSH had been climbing since the January and by May it was high and I needed treatment. I am on thyroxine the last 11 months. I still have chronic fatigue issues so bad, daily I am exhausted to the point I struggle to do day to day chores, going out is hard and I'd say I get out twice a week for a walk or to a shop. It's led to severe social anxiety being this housebound and unwell.
Last year I had daily fatigue but also huge energy crashes similar to CFS/ME, where I'd wake in a crash. My legs feel weak, shaky, unable to walk around my house and i have to stay in bed on a crash day. I say a crash day is 10/10 on the fatigue scale, day to day it's a 7. Today for example is an 8 so I feel I could crash I feel that bad. I seem to crash usually after any contact from my extended family so my GP thought stress was a huge cause of my crash episodes.
On Saturday night I took Mirt late around midnight, I usually take it about 10pm. I woke feeling so ill at 7am the next day, I couldn't lift my head off the pillow and all day I felt in a drugged up daze. Today I feel the same despite taking it earlier. It has now made me concerned that Mirt is a huge reason I have chronic fatigue issues. I spoke to my friend and she doesn't think Mirt can cause that and as the first 2 years I just had the odd fatigue day, not a constant daily chronic fatigue, then it can't be mirt. I was always tired on it but no not to this degree, this is just the last 18 months.
I am just concerned as I have felt so ill since taking it late Saturday night. Can Mirt cause chronic fatigue? should I be concerned? I have been on it 4 years almost since starting 7.5mg but just over 3 years on the 15mg.
Sorry this got long, I just wanted to describe how I am feeling. I am desperate as I am 37 and just want to make memories with my children, not feel this drained daily and dreading the next crash.
B