yorkylover
02-05-07, 15:20
Hi everyone.Well we have booked our holiday to devon on the 12th May.
This time last year I was having a really bad time of it:weep: .I had come off my meds and was in a real anxious depressed state.We went on holiday and I had a rotten time.My partner thought he was going to have to bring me home from devon,and I thought I was going to end up in hospital.I didnt realise the horrid nasty thoughts I was having was down to anxiety,thanks to this wonderful site I found this out.:yesyes:
Well we have decided to go back to the same caravan park,so I can lay a few demons.It was a lovely site over looking the river,but I was so poorly I didnt enjoy any of it.So we are going there again.I get separation anxiety as well when I go away from home.I am in a way looking forward to the holiday,but I know I will be anxious before hand.I get myself really flusstered,getting all organised,get stressed out.I need to do this,other wise anxiety would have won:mad:
I would like to also say,my parents went away last weekend and my partner stayed with me,but on sunday I asked if he would mind if I stayed on my own for the night.That was a massive thing for me.Being 40 and never been able to stay alone.I felt really pleased with my self.Had the dogs there,but found myself checking things like the doors ect.But I did it:yesyes: My partner Richard kept his phone by his bed and so did I,but didnt need to use it.And didnt panic:yahoo: :yahoo: :yahoo: :yahoo:
Thanks for reading this,and thanks for all your support since I joined,you have all made a difference to my life.:hugs:
This time last year I was having a really bad time of it:weep: .I had come off my meds and was in a real anxious depressed state.We went on holiday and I had a rotten time.My partner thought he was going to have to bring me home from devon,and I thought I was going to end up in hospital.I didnt realise the horrid nasty thoughts I was having was down to anxiety,thanks to this wonderful site I found this out.:yesyes:
Well we have decided to go back to the same caravan park,so I can lay a few demons.It was a lovely site over looking the river,but I was so poorly I didnt enjoy any of it.So we are going there again.I get separation anxiety as well when I go away from home.I am in a way looking forward to the holiday,but I know I will be anxious before hand.I get myself really flusstered,getting all organised,get stressed out.I need to do this,other wise anxiety would have won:mad:
I would like to also say,my parents went away last weekend and my partner stayed with me,but on sunday I asked if he would mind if I stayed on my own for the night.That was a massive thing for me.Being 40 and never been able to stay alone.I felt really pleased with my self.Had the dogs there,but found myself checking things like the doors ect.But I did it:yesyes: My partner Richard kept his phone by his bed and so did I,but didnt need to use it.And didnt panic:yahoo: :yahoo: :yahoo: :yahoo:
Thanks for reading this,and thanks for all your support since I joined,you have all made a difference to my life.:hugs: