samc100
02-05-07, 20:43
I have been on 20mg of citalopram for panic attacks since last August.
I got pretty lapse in taking them at the start of this year ( I am hopeless at remembering).
I agreed end of March/April with my Dr to start taking 10mg everyday and I began to do this about 1 month ago. After about a week I got back into my forgetting habit and had about 10 days without taking tablets. Then the panic came back last week after I had abit of a tummy bug.
And I have spent the last week full of tension. I feel all uptight in my chest and not at all relaxed.
I know it is my own stupid fault.
I am obviously taking the tablets again everyday and been doing so for the last 5 days and not any better and not any worse.
Anyone else done anything equally as stupid and been ok?
I think this is sign I will never get off the tablets and I want to do that this year as I want another child. That adds to the anxiety - as I really do want another baby but petrified that it will be impossible.
Arghhhhh- bang my head on the wall. I just want my life back.:weep:
I got pretty lapse in taking them at the start of this year ( I am hopeless at remembering).
I agreed end of March/April with my Dr to start taking 10mg everyday and I began to do this about 1 month ago. After about a week I got back into my forgetting habit and had about 10 days without taking tablets. Then the panic came back last week after I had abit of a tummy bug.
And I have spent the last week full of tension. I feel all uptight in my chest and not at all relaxed.
I know it is my own stupid fault.
I am obviously taking the tablets again everyday and been doing so for the last 5 days and not any better and not any worse.
Anyone else done anything equally as stupid and been ok?
I think this is sign I will never get off the tablets and I want to do that this year as I want another child. That adds to the anxiety - as I really do want another baby but petrified that it will be impossible.
Arghhhhh- bang my head on the wall. I just want my life back.:weep: