bk82
14-05-17, 15:52
Hi.
I was wondering if it's possible to feel like you like an intrusive thought when retracing it, when you truly don't like the intrusive thought.
I've been trying to accept and allow intrusive thoughts to pass without worrying about or listening to them, by instead recognizing them as intrusive thoughts and continuing with whatever I was doing. But then I had an intrusive thought yesterday I ended up getting caught-up with, and replayed the thought in my head to test my reaction when rethinking it. I didn't have any problems, but this morning I remembered the fear and tested myself again by picturing the intrusive thought. But this time, I felt like I liked - or may have liked - the image. It made me very fearful and scared that I do agree with the intrusive thought. I tested again after and didn't like it those times, except one time I felt again like I "liked" it but realized I only felt like I liked it because I feared liking it so I had some kind of "reverse psychology" symptom or something. I have had it before where when retracing I would "like" an image because I feared liking it, and I'm not sure if that's what happened this time or not.
Is it normal to feel like you "like" an image when you don't want to, or if I like the intrusive thought then I agree with the intrusive thought?
Thanks.
I was wondering if it's possible to feel like you like an intrusive thought when retracing it, when you truly don't like the intrusive thought.
I've been trying to accept and allow intrusive thoughts to pass without worrying about or listening to them, by instead recognizing them as intrusive thoughts and continuing with whatever I was doing. But then I had an intrusive thought yesterday I ended up getting caught-up with, and replayed the thought in my head to test my reaction when rethinking it. I didn't have any problems, but this morning I remembered the fear and tested myself again by picturing the intrusive thought. But this time, I felt like I liked - or may have liked - the image. It made me very fearful and scared that I do agree with the intrusive thought. I tested again after and didn't like it those times, except one time I felt again like I "liked" it but realized I only felt like I liked it because I feared liking it so I had some kind of "reverse psychology" symptom or something. I have had it before where when retracing I would "like" an image because I feared liking it, and I'm not sure if that's what happened this time or not.
Is it normal to feel like you "like" an image when you don't want to, or if I like the intrusive thought then I agree with the intrusive thought?
Thanks.