Hypomean
18-05-17, 04:31
Here I am freaking out about my dinner I had ground meat with peas and carrots and rice. Nothing that should have a sharp edge to it. Will I took a bite and chewed quickly and swallowed to be met with a sharp thing scratching it way down my throAt. I have my esophagus already hurting from acid reflux, I fear it's tearing me up inside.
Spent the day gardening without gloves cause "who needs gloves" dealt with some questionable soil. Freaking out about parasites.
Worked with weed killer and organic bug spray some splashing on me and not being able to wash it of right away. What will happen dealing with these types of chemicals, is all that building up inside me? And can it cause some sort of toxic stuff to happen.
Painted/stained my fence today, smelling the paint and it getting on me. What can that do to me.
I've been dealing with stomach issues and that's scatting me to a whole new level. I had cervical cancer before I'm just fearing that it might be the reason behind the stomach issues.
And guess what no freakin insurance or ability to get to a doctor... so I can feed the dragon? Or to take precaution, I mean what is it?
---------- Post added at 03:31 ---------- Previous post was at 03:24 ----------
Oh and could I be having blood pressure issue like high blood pressure. My kiddos acted up yesterday in public and they really were pushing my buttons. After we got away from the situation I talked to them, got home put them in time out for what they did and I noticed my left side of the chest was hurting and I felt like screaming yelling crying just this raw emotion and it hurt my chest I was able to feel my whole body pulse with my heart beat and my head hurt really bad afterwards. So yeah I'm just having it rough right now.
Spent the day gardening without gloves cause "who needs gloves" dealt with some questionable soil. Freaking out about parasites.
Worked with weed killer and organic bug spray some splashing on me and not being able to wash it of right away. What will happen dealing with these types of chemicals, is all that building up inside me? And can it cause some sort of toxic stuff to happen.
Painted/stained my fence today, smelling the paint and it getting on me. What can that do to me.
I've been dealing with stomach issues and that's scatting me to a whole new level. I had cervical cancer before I'm just fearing that it might be the reason behind the stomach issues.
And guess what no freakin insurance or ability to get to a doctor... so I can feed the dragon? Or to take precaution, I mean what is it?
---------- Post added at 03:31 ---------- Previous post was at 03:24 ----------
Oh and could I be having blood pressure issue like high blood pressure. My kiddos acted up yesterday in public and they really were pushing my buttons. After we got away from the situation I talked to them, got home put them in time out for what they did and I noticed my left side of the chest was hurting and I felt like screaming yelling crying just this raw emotion and it hurt my chest I was able to feel my whole body pulse with my heart beat and my head hurt really bad afterwards. So yeah I'm just having it rough right now.