Reassurance needed for Disneyland

[happydylbob]

Hello
Well after years of debating we have finally booked the holiday of a lifetime, the kids are excited, the husband is looking forward to it, the grandparents can't wait and I'm bloody terrified.
Never been on a long haul flight
Never been to the USA
Terrified of flying
Terrified of airports
Have I done the right thing ?
I'm putting on a brave face. 11 weeks until we go any reassurance would be greatly received.
Is Mickey Mouse worth all of this ?

[braindead]

ask your gp for valium just to get you over the flight, and more for return, you wont need them again so he should script you. You are braver than me, i would flip out big time GOOD LUCK