purplewitch
02-06-17, 02:35
I haven't been on here for a couple of weeks but the last time I was here I was having worries about a possible UTI which would eventually lead to sepsis. which some doctor finally told me i did have a UTI,he didnt send out for a culture and just gave me Cipro and I was on my way. However,in my bouts of anxiety I was thinking the UTI was just staying,and not leaving. (I'd like to say that I missed like 2 doses of Cipro..which was bad but I was just so stressed and sleep problems.)
Now,this doctor sent it out for a urine culture....and it turns out I have mild MRSA in my urine. I dont even understand how I got this.And they prescribed me Bactrim. I just took my first dose today.
I have never been more scared than I am now in my life.I am only eighteen years old with a loving boyfriend...who I want to have a life with.and I just feel sick to my stomach that I am really going to die. I don't know what to do with myself,I really don't. I have been crying so much and I can't do anything but just cry. I'm so scared my time is up. This isn't fair I just wanted a life..
I keep on thinking of my old past experiences in life.All of the memories I have had,and I'm just so sad.
Now,this doctor sent it out for a urine culture....and it turns out I have mild MRSA in my urine. I dont even understand how I got this.And they prescribed me Bactrim. I just took my first dose today.
I have never been more scared than I am now in my life.I am only eighteen years old with a loving boyfriend...who I want to have a life with.and I just feel sick to my stomach that I am really going to die. I don't know what to do with myself,I really don't. I have been crying so much and I can't do anything but just cry. I'm so scared my time is up. This isn't fair I just wanted a life..
I keep on thinking of my old past experiences in life.All of the memories I have had,and I'm just so sad.