Ameilia432
04-06-17, 18:03
Hi, I am 16 y/o girl who is wondering about my sexuality, like am I bisexual, lesbian, bi-curious??
I have in another post discussed that I have experimented with girls in the past, only kissing, nothing more than that. With family friends. Regardless, I d have fairly large crushes on guys and always have wanted somebody to be my boyfriend.
However, I do tend to watch both heterosexual and lesbian porn, both get me equally as turned on, lesbian a bit more than heterosexual but I do fantasise me and my relationships with guys. I can't really imagine going 'down' on a girl like I do with guys. I do find guys more attractive sexually but I do tend to stare at girls asses and boobs more, I tend to want to 'hold?' and touch a girls boobs more (that's it). I do get a bit uncomfortable when I see couples kissing in real life (general PDA) regardless on whether they are girl/boy; boy/boy or girl/girl. I get that 'tingly' feeling all over my body (like sweating and babbling and anxiety and stuff) when I see a hot guy (I dont know about the downstairs department however)
Still the concept of being with a boy and doing stuff with him gets me nervous, maybe because I havent had a good experience with them (like boys haven't liked me) and I am just scared to do sexual stuff with them. I do have sexual dreams about boys and girls. The ones with girls tend to make me more confused and uncomfortable than with guys.
I dont know if I am in denial of my past of having experiences with girls as a child, this all stopped when I was around 12? I did experiment with my little sister until I was 13/14, but that was nothing too serious, just role playing and fantasy and whatnot. I do feel embarrassed about it now that I look back.
What do you all think? I feel a pull towards guys and want to go out with them but I find girls attractive and stuff. When I was younger, I did tend to stare at girls when they got changed, most likely cus they had bigger boobs than me and I had none. I didnt wanna touch them or anything.
Thanks
I have in another post discussed that I have experimented with girls in the past, only kissing, nothing more than that. With family friends. Regardless, I d have fairly large crushes on guys and always have wanted somebody to be my boyfriend.
However, I do tend to watch both heterosexual and lesbian porn, both get me equally as turned on, lesbian a bit more than heterosexual but I do fantasise me and my relationships with guys. I can't really imagine going 'down' on a girl like I do with guys. I do find guys more attractive sexually but I do tend to stare at girls asses and boobs more, I tend to want to 'hold?' and touch a girls boobs more (that's it). I do get a bit uncomfortable when I see couples kissing in real life (general PDA) regardless on whether they are girl/boy; boy/boy or girl/girl. I get that 'tingly' feeling all over my body (like sweating and babbling and anxiety and stuff) when I see a hot guy (I dont know about the downstairs department however)
Still the concept of being with a boy and doing stuff with him gets me nervous, maybe because I havent had a good experience with them (like boys haven't liked me) and I am just scared to do sexual stuff with them. I do have sexual dreams about boys and girls. The ones with girls tend to make me more confused and uncomfortable than with guys.
I dont know if I am in denial of my past of having experiences with girls as a child, this all stopped when I was around 12? I did experiment with my little sister until I was 13/14, but that was nothing too serious, just role playing and fantasy and whatnot. I do feel embarrassed about it now that I look back.
What do you all think? I feel a pull towards guys and want to go out with them but I find girls attractive and stuff. When I was younger, I did tend to stare at girls when they got changed, most likely cus they had bigger boobs than me and I had none. I didnt wanna touch them or anything.
Thanks