Thelegend27
05-06-17, 00:46
As you all know in the past I have blown this forum up about my lymph nodes because really felt doomed.
But my anxiety continues to improve, but I still have days where it hits me hard, I rarely touch my nodes now, but I realized one thing, when one worry starts to fade another one manifests itself, and you will think it's silly, but I spent days poking my first rib that sits right below the collarbone swearing it was a lump, even though the right side also has the same lump the left side protrudes a little more, and this sent me into panic, but I learned that our ribs aren't completely symmetrical, and that one rib can stick out further than the opposite rib.
Anyways enough of all that, I just want you guys to know how I am improving and I hope you are as well. I have a doctors appointment on the 27th of June and I will discuss with him everything and hopefully I can get some good mental help.
I also found mold in my home, and we suspected mold for quite some time, but it finally appeared on our living room wall and confirmed our suspicion and I started wondering if maybe this could be a explanation for a lot of the problems me and my gf have had.
And another thing I finally found was that a hiatal hernia can cause afib, if you don't know already I get afib as a result from vomiting, and hiatal hernia can be genetic and my mother does have one, and I have all the symptoms for it, so if I do have one maybe I can get it repaired and that will eliminate the afib... Fingers crossed.
I just wanted to update you guys since I haven't been very active lately and I know some people find reassurance in hearing other people's stories and it can be worrisome e when you don't hear from them as if they received bad news.. So just letting you know I'm still doing good and nothing has changed with the nodes so that'd a good thing.
Take care everyone and stay positive.
But my anxiety continues to improve, but I still have days where it hits me hard, I rarely touch my nodes now, but I realized one thing, when one worry starts to fade another one manifests itself, and you will think it's silly, but I spent days poking my first rib that sits right below the collarbone swearing it was a lump, even though the right side also has the same lump the left side protrudes a little more, and this sent me into panic, but I learned that our ribs aren't completely symmetrical, and that one rib can stick out further than the opposite rib.
Anyways enough of all that, I just want you guys to know how I am improving and I hope you are as well. I have a doctors appointment on the 27th of June and I will discuss with him everything and hopefully I can get some good mental help.
I also found mold in my home, and we suspected mold for quite some time, but it finally appeared on our living room wall and confirmed our suspicion and I started wondering if maybe this could be a explanation for a lot of the problems me and my gf have had.
And another thing I finally found was that a hiatal hernia can cause afib, if you don't know already I get afib as a result from vomiting, and hiatal hernia can be genetic and my mother does have one, and I have all the symptoms for it, so if I do have one maybe I can get it repaired and that will eliminate the afib... Fingers crossed.
I just wanted to update you guys since I haven't been very active lately and I know some people find reassurance in hearing other people's stories and it can be worrisome e when you don't hear from them as if they received bad news.. So just letting you know I'm still doing good and nothing has changed with the nodes so that'd a good thing.
Take care everyone and stay positive.