MariMari19
05-06-17, 23:16
Hello!
SO this might be a bit long. Basic rundown: Before Spring Final exams I stated taking ADD meds for the first time. At first it helped but right after finals it all went so bad. I began having intrusive thoughts about my relationship of a year and a half. So if I didn't think of my boyfriend while doing some activity I would think "You don't love him" or if I found a guy attractive I would think " You want to cheat on your boyfriend" I started avoiding the opposite gender, fearing that I would cheat or begin to crush on them.
I still avoid men and I get very anxious when I need to talk to them. Im so scared.
My anxiety is getting better. I do realize that the last thing I wanna do is split up with my boyfriend let alone cheat on him. Thats why Im so afraid.
Sometimes I feel ok, but when I start thinking about it again I get a terrible feeling.
Im getting over these fears but Im so afraid they will come back and cause me pain again and distress.
SO this might be a bit long. Basic rundown: Before Spring Final exams I stated taking ADD meds for the first time. At first it helped but right after finals it all went so bad. I began having intrusive thoughts about my relationship of a year and a half. So if I didn't think of my boyfriend while doing some activity I would think "You don't love him" or if I found a guy attractive I would think " You want to cheat on your boyfriend" I started avoiding the opposite gender, fearing that I would cheat or begin to crush on them.
I still avoid men and I get very anxious when I need to talk to them. Im so scared.
My anxiety is getting better. I do realize that the last thing I wanna do is split up with my boyfriend let alone cheat on him. Thats why Im so afraid.
Sometimes I feel ok, but when I start thinking about it again I get a terrible feeling.
Im getting over these fears but Im so afraid they will come back and cause me pain again and distress.