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looking4answers
08-05-07, 23:14
I just thought.. well I have never introduced myself here..How odd after almost a year to do so ..My name is Michael.. Im a 52 year old that has suffered with anxiety off and on all my life ..Most times not so bad.. My life has been fairly anxiety free for the last say 15 or so years and then wham..


We were living in New Orleans and family around and then the hurricane hit and we moved 2000 miles north to a cold climate a mile and one half above where we used to live.Dealing with being away from family at first was hard and then being in a colder climate a mile and one half above the altitude im used to didnt help and also being rural felt like the ends of the earth or another planet.About a year ago I started hearing a pulsation in my head my heartbeat.


I have been to a gp and also ent vascular specialist and have friends that are nurses that say this conditon isnt serious just annoying.. They tell me over and over just to keep busy and there are no symptoms of heart disease or artery problems are anything else just stay busy and try to forget it.Well im coming around and doing better but still have days that Its hard for me and well I worry .. but I try to take my mind off of things by posting here and telling others things I have experienced and still do ..



The things I post about many times I have others say its just anxiety ..Ok I feel like if they tell me that then they have felt the same way.. I also try to do the same for others too...Things that I have felt for sure and yes realized after that they were caused by anxiety ..I try to reassure too and help..It helps me to post to them and tell them that what they are experiencing is anxiety ..


So well I guess its a give and take..But thank God for all of you and your sharing your stories and events in your lives .It helps me tremoudously and hopefully Im helping someone too..Just thought I would introduce myself after so long of a time. Thanks for letting me post and be here. .

jill
09-05-07, 12:58
Hi Michael :D

It does help talking to people who understand. I do hope you get out of this site what I have got and that if feeling better.

You are strong and one day you will find peace, keep looking keep searching keep fighting.

You take care

LOVE JILLXX

Southern_Belle
09-05-07, 16:16
Hi Michael,

I'm glad you found a place you felt free to tell your story and also found support. I'm sorry you had to uproot your whole life, New Orleans was a horror to say the least, still is. This site has given me so much information, support and many friends, I'm so glad it has done the same for you.

Hugs,

Laura :)

Lindalou64
10-05-07, 12:41
HI MICHAEL
GLAD YA STOPPED IN TO INTRODUCE YASELF,IM SURE YOU HAVE HAD MUCH STRESS IN YOUR LIFE, WHAT HAPPENED IN HOME TOWN THAT WAS HORRIBLE AND STILL IS AND IM SO SORRY FOR THAT....MY HEART AND PRAYERS HAVE BEEN WITH YAS ALL.....NICE MEETING YA AND KEEP THE FAITH............LINDA XX

looking4answers
10-05-07, 20:59
Thanks for your kind remarks..Its ok.. Actually I only mentioned it because of the introduction thing.The real anxiety is being rural not knowing anyone and nothing to see except pararie all around you .. We left 12 hours ahead and are not the ones that suffered ..We actually didnt have that much damage other than a couple of houses which we were able to fix up really quick (still trying to figure out how we did that ) but and then sold them.Another major factor was being seperated from family being scattered all over the US.. I really try not to think about it anymore and well not sure the actual event really made me anxious is just all the other fallout that caused it or maybe not..Who knows but thanks again for your kind words..

Pink Princess
11-05-07, 10:25
hey welcome to the site, hope you get all the support and advice you are looking for, many great friends here who will offer good friendship xxx hope to talk soon, take kare xxxxxxxxx