SamJay
09-05-07, 09:04
Hi All,
It's been a little while since I've last posted...trying to ignore all of my symptoms...but that's just not doing the trick.
I'm just plodding along as I have done now for the past year and a half with the constant dizziness and more recently a feeling of absolute exhaustion along with daily nausea. All of these things make me feel that there must be something wrong and that it can't all be in my mind caused by anxiety...so difficult to grasp an understanding of...
I'm seriously considering hypnotherapy although, in the past, when I didn't have anxiety, I would never have imagined receiving hypnotherapy but I'm at a stage now where I must try anything that might help. I just don't know what else to do and wish it wasn't so expensive! Still, the amount I've spent on hospital visits and examinations over the past year and a half is far more than hypnotherapy will cost.
I really just needed to write this down to get it off of my chest, I'm so frustrated and upset by this even more so than usual.
I find that I can't concentrate on things anymore and feel guilty about this when at work as I am just so tired all of the time and find my mind wandering constantly. I feel guilty, I guess.
It's so hard to discuss this with people who have never experienced it. For example, I'm sure when I say to people who do know that I have anxiety, that I feel constantly dizzy that they just think it's an occasional thing when it is constant and is disrupting my life no end. I find myself looking around or sitting with people who do not have these symptoms and feeling just so sad that I feel this way and wonder why I can't feel healthy again like them and like I used to.
I don't know where I'm going with this post...just wanted to write something down and find it hard to explain fully how I feel.
Anyway, I hope that we will all find our answer to cure this horrible thing.
Best wishes,
Sam x
It's been a little while since I've last posted...trying to ignore all of my symptoms...but that's just not doing the trick.
I'm just plodding along as I have done now for the past year and a half with the constant dizziness and more recently a feeling of absolute exhaustion along with daily nausea. All of these things make me feel that there must be something wrong and that it can't all be in my mind caused by anxiety...so difficult to grasp an understanding of...
I'm seriously considering hypnotherapy although, in the past, when I didn't have anxiety, I would never have imagined receiving hypnotherapy but I'm at a stage now where I must try anything that might help. I just don't know what else to do and wish it wasn't so expensive! Still, the amount I've spent on hospital visits and examinations over the past year and a half is far more than hypnotherapy will cost.
I really just needed to write this down to get it off of my chest, I'm so frustrated and upset by this even more so than usual.
I find that I can't concentrate on things anymore and feel guilty about this when at work as I am just so tired all of the time and find my mind wandering constantly. I feel guilty, I guess.
It's so hard to discuss this with people who have never experienced it. For example, I'm sure when I say to people who do know that I have anxiety, that I feel constantly dizzy that they just think it's an occasional thing when it is constant and is disrupting my life no end. I find myself looking around or sitting with people who do not have these symptoms and feeling just so sad that I feel this way and wonder why I can't feel healthy again like them and like I used to.
I don't know where I'm going with this post...just wanted to write something down and find it hard to explain fully how I feel.
Anyway, I hope that we will all find our answer to cure this horrible thing.
Best wishes,
Sam x