KBeans
14-06-17, 12:46
So I posted in here a little while ago as, after some long term back pain plus bleeding, I convinced myself that I had cervical cancer. However, after an examination my mind was put at rest but I'm still waiting for a ultrasound. Turns out they booked it 2 weeks ago and no one told me so they are trying to schedule another one.
I'm still having back pain and some days feel pretty headachey and unwell. I just can't shake the feeling that i'm dying, that i'm riddled with tumours and they are spreading everywhere and that if i'd had the scan 2 weeks ago things might be different.
Today I feel really down and weird, it's becoming hard to separate how i'm actually feeling physically and what is just in my head.
I just can't shake this feeling today, it's so hard to work and I just feel so tired and low.
Any help would be appreciated, not sure how I can go on like this.
I'm still having back pain and some days feel pretty headachey and unwell. I just can't shake the feeling that i'm dying, that i'm riddled with tumours and they are spreading everywhere and that if i'd had the scan 2 weeks ago things might be different.
Today I feel really down and weird, it's becoming hard to separate how i'm actually feeling physically and what is just in my head.
I just can't shake this feeling today, it's so hard to work and I just feel so tired and low.
Any help would be appreciated, not sure how I can go on like this.