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oxoshannon
16-06-17, 14:32
So this has been going on for weeks, I've truly run myself into the ground.
The moment I accept it's anxiety something new pops up as a symptom.
I've now got brown spotting, me reading google a while back screams to me that this is a sign of ovarian or cervical cancer.
I've had 4 doctors tell me now that I'm fine and I still can't shake it. 4 doctors cannot fail someone, it's just not possible I need to realise that.
Can brown discharge be due to stress? I'm on the pill so i feel like this isn't normal.
It's like every symptom is coming at once.
I feel so weak today, in my silly head it's me saying "this is it your body is shutting down now"
I'm terrified, so terrified.
I have an ultrasound tomorrow I'm hoping they find nothing but honestly I'm so scared they will.
Are all these symptoms anxiety related, the spotting, the pain all over my body? Please help :( im only 21 so I know ovarian ot cervical cancer is unlikely and I had my cervical cancer jabs at school.
I just feel so weak and lonely right now and scared

pablo0977
16-06-17, 17:48
"The moment I accept it's anxiety something new pops up as a symptom."

This is exactly how my neurological fears work. A psychologist once told me that anxiety becomes our normal state and when we attempt to break free our minds perceive that as abnormal and try to restore the anxious state.