Meowsters
21-06-17, 02:59
Hi everyone, I am not new to the forums but I am pretty new to posting only reaching out to others this past few months I have always kept to myself but now i thought its time to introduce myself.
If i go into everything I will be here for hours writing my life story but after battling with depressing and panic attacks after my wife passed away my doctor finally sent me to a psychiatrist who told me I have extreme anxiety and panic disorder putting me on lifetime medication which seems to stabilize it somewhat but nothings perfect, I have pretty much been abandoned by everyone and becoming agoraphobic and not leaving the house for over 10 years now has destroyed my life, I get no help anymore as the places that used to give me help have all been closed or I am still on waiting lists, my memory is not what it used to be and I am finding it more and more difficult to try and be sociable even online.
I love the forum its helped me a lot over the years just to help keep me semi stable and I though it was time to say hi, so hi.
If i go into everything I will be here for hours writing my life story but after battling with depressing and panic attacks after my wife passed away my doctor finally sent me to a psychiatrist who told me I have extreme anxiety and panic disorder putting me on lifetime medication which seems to stabilize it somewhat but nothings perfect, I have pretty much been abandoned by everyone and becoming agoraphobic and not leaving the house for over 10 years now has destroyed my life, I get no help anymore as the places that used to give me help have all been closed or I am still on waiting lists, my memory is not what it used to be and I am finding it more and more difficult to try and be sociable even online.
I love the forum its helped me a lot over the years just to help keep me semi stable and I though it was time to say hi, so hi.