Goohaa
04-07-17, 10:43
Hi
You may or may not have seen my post obsessing over a freckle/mole .. Well I've booked in the doctors today . I'm sick with worry I have our first family holiday abroad in 2 weeks and I'm scared if I have to be referred or the doctor thinks it looks suspicious I'll just spend the whole time worrying but if I don't go I'll be worrying anyway . I'm also scared that if it's ok , I'll find something else to worry about ! I desperately want it to be ok so I can just relax ! But I'm thinking today might be a good idea ( after the doc has looked ) to talk about my anxiety . I can't go on living in fear forever , unable to read about illness without thinking me or my children have it , I don't want tablets so I don't know what to expect the doctor to do I just know I can't go on .
Thanks for reading just needed to write it down I know it may seem trivial X
You may or may not have seen my post obsessing over a freckle/mole .. Well I've booked in the doctors today . I'm sick with worry I have our first family holiday abroad in 2 weeks and I'm scared if I have to be referred or the doctor thinks it looks suspicious I'll just spend the whole time worrying but if I don't go I'll be worrying anyway . I'm also scared that if it's ok , I'll find something else to worry about ! I desperately want it to be ok so I can just relax ! But I'm thinking today might be a good idea ( after the doc has looked ) to talk about my anxiety . I can't go on living in fear forever , unable to read about illness without thinking me or my children have it , I don't want tablets so I don't know what to expect the doctor to do I just know I can't go on .
Thanks for reading just needed to write it down I know it may seem trivial X